Sunday, March 30, 2008

oh shucks, the cement is slowing me down again....

What is this heavy feeling in my gut? I feel as though I have been filled with cement. I am far too slow to actually accomplish anything, including everything that needs to happen. I lack the motivational push to apply myself, to try and do what I know needs to be done. There are words to be written, sentences to be read, and knowledge to be learned. And yet I am here wondering why, complaining, and trying to place it. But I think I just have. I realize that my shiftlessness and lack of ambition is due to sheer and absolute


DREAD.


damnit!

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